there you are Marcum! to begin with, believe you will be OK, that you will be whole and healthy for YOU, and if *she* is lucky and comes back then you will decide what you want to do. but for now you must heal and not wait on her, healing takes a long time, so dont' despair, when the pain comes recognize it and then remember that it too shall pass, that you will be alright, take care.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
