Thanks everybody. LS papers signed - truly the worst day of my life. Doing as well as I can today - I knew I would be a wreck but trying like hell to show no emotion. My 180 is probably only a 30 today - but I know I have to keep my focus and fight to make it thru the emotions. I will have unlimited access to my girls - so I will be here a lot at the house anyway. W had no sympathy or emotion today - cold as ice. It is just so hard to understand - but I guess everyone here can relate. I wish I could say I feel real strong today and am ready to fight the fight - but today just a real downer for me. Going to listen to "Ocean Cloud - Part 1" by Marillion - the one inspirational song that always picks me up and strengthens me. Thank you all for your kind thoughts - thinking about you guys out there helps me get strength too - I dont feel so alone in the fight. Later....
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010
