I know, Aud, I know.

Now he's out at the pawn shop trying to sell his shot gun. Says he just wants some extra cash to pay off the credit cards.

He did this last time -- started getting finances in line to leave.

Bad thing is, if he is cheating again, it's a deal breaker. He KNOWS this. That's the thing. I will NOT be disrespected by him cheating on me again. It's just happened too many times before and he knows if he does it again, I will not be able to try to save our M.


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10