Just scared of what comes next!

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Cyrena, I believe the same thing about them telling us they werent happy wouldnt change much, my Best friend told her H this for a couple of years and he never did anything about it. She finally told him to leave and that was when he realized that he really never listened to her. Of course them he said her telling him to leave just made him realize he was never happy either and they both went their separate ways after 10 years together and 2 kids. They have never one tried to reconcilate at all.

Ali...I hope my H gets more help for his depression too. But I think he is doing excellent without any meds compared to before. He seems to be growing so much with things. He tries to not let things bother him like before. Its just amazing the changes Im seeing. His therapist said things will go slow for us and that is good because right now we are just getting to know one another all over again. It will take lots of time for those walls to come down.

Im beginning to get excited about things. Im hoping and praying they continue to get better. Ali, your right too, the present and the future is what is important now. Im not one for holding grudges against people so even though a sincere apology would be nice, I dont need one. We all make mistakes in life and sometimes hurt people we would never dream of hurting.

I have to get back to work....busy time for me