I honestly think, well at least in my situation that the insanity becomes our normalcy and we begin to question everything and second guess ourselves.

I think we even begin to rewrite part of our own history and wear the rosecolored glasses ourselves when it comes to the true state of our Marriage before the bomb.

You are not alone and many have already travelled in your shoes.

Do you belong to a church? Sometimes there are wonderful women retreats and they can be great for just having some alone time with God and feelsing refreshed again.

((((hugs)))

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.