Seriously, it is OK to have down days and to question everything going on, but you can not allow yourself to dwell on all the little details.
I hate to use this expression, but it is what it is.And for now this whole situation is your reality. Facing it head on and making a plan for yourself. Setting goals.
Trying to find your happiness in someone else will eventually take it's toll on you.
At this point in the game it is time to just keep working on yourself and making a life for you and your children, and let your Husband do whatever it is that he needs to do.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
