Here's my story..midlife crisis/infidelity

[January girl]

I hope you can step back and see how strong you are. You're dealing with all this, you're hanging in there. You in my thoughts in prayers. Keep your focus on you.

Thank you for the kind words....in answer to your question
I have not stepped back to see myself as strong because I
am crying on the inside and barely coping each day. BUT
I'm thinking what's important here is how I project that
I am doing...to my kids, and H.

I have started rearranging the house the way I like it. I put up some pictures last night that I like. D9 is going to a friend's house on Friday and she and S1 are going to be with H on Saturday into Sunday. I'm thinking about making some plans
for the weekend which is a GAL moment for me. Over the years I have put myself SO far down on "the list" that it is embarrassing when I think back on it. I will tell you this NEVER AGAIN!!!