I would have told her what was going on or said that it was not the right time to talk about it or said what you said and stopped at about it. What you said at the end sounded like very high schoolish.
Next time. Keep eye contact on her. Start and end each conversation with her name spoken. Actually always start each conversation with saying her name. It puts her in perspective in your mind.
Always be nice and civil. If you cannot do this. Then you need to keep quiet. Or not be there. Until you can handle it. You are setting up future engagements each meeting.
If you offer nothing but nice and civil. It will be returned eventually. It will also help you two deal with splitting everything up. And if your going to go your seperate ways. Your last parting memory will be about doing what was right. With no hate or spite. Just doing what was best for both of you in a very difficult situation.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
