trytryagain- wow, let me know how you deal with the ups and downs like that. My H came back a few times like that and it was so hard. So true what you said about trying to stay strong but wanting just to curl up in his arms..
And so damn tiring to always have to think about things.. I miss when I could just act on feelings (like a kiss when he left) and not have to over-analyze or counter in a way every action he takes.
And I'm in this blizzard craziness too. Still kind of in disbelief that he hasn't even reached out to check on the house but agree with what someone said above at how nuts you can go without being able to visit friends, get out,etc.. Thankfully shoveling and the dogs have kept me busy and outside.. and yes, wine is definitely a key part.
