I'm afraid that when I'm angry I don't behave with pride and dignity. Right now any kind of interaction with him makes me angry. He's communicating to me like it's me who's being difficult and a jerk, and I let it get to me.
It helps being busy and keeping my wondering mind on something like Olympic figure skating. Can't wait! And a snowboard halfpipe, and ski jumpers and aerials! I still have to figure out TV schedule. Last time it was a bummer, I did not have the right channels, so watched the skating from the pub.
