I kind of forgot what I like to do. I'm always busy w/boys and their sports!
I think it's wonderful that your so involved with your boys.
however, your post "I kind of forgot what I like to do." I remember that. and makes me see that is a big problem. Start thinking on that one. Maybe you might not like the same things as you did before, and perhaps you can find some new things that you've never done that you end up loving. But I think this is one of the reasons your having problems getting to a place of happiness without your H.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."