My story, what to do next.

[digger22]

Dropped son off at W house after swimming lessons tonight. I had such a good day and really felt that I didn't need or want anything to do with W. I know this is something that comes and goes, but it just feels great when I can go through a day carefree. I need to be able to find out a way to stay in this zone.

When I dropped off S I really just wanted to leave. W keeps coming up with conversation trying to get me to talk. We have Realtor coming on Friday to check out house and to put it up for sale. She plans on coming Fri. morning to clean and stage. I say don't worry I'll get it in shape tomorrow. She insists on coming over Fri to clean together. I tell her that I will leave door unlocked and she can do whatever she needs to do, but I have plans. I try to leave once and she brings up something irrelevant to talk about. I didn't find her attractive at all today. Maybe my fog is lifting?