I had a list of stuff I was going to do and instead of doing it, I got on here and posted then I read.
I'm starting to figure out the archives.
I do not like one flipping thing that is going on, not one.I know it's not her fault.I'm crushed,devastaed.Still in the wtheck.
I debate btween is she purposely like moving on without me or is she just nuts.
I've been venting too much or looking for someone to do my job for me.
If someone could answer the question about personality great.
D I'll figure that relationship out.
But here it is, dishes aren't put away, etc.
It's almost like an addiction getting on here.
I was going to ask if I say happy bday to her, thought it'd be mean not to, but guess what ayk was reading in the resources vs tweeting and the answer was in there, so no I'm not going to say anything to her on her bday and I was not just going to reach out either without asking. I have 58 days of being dark to do.
What I have been doing for myself, learning as much as I can about mlc, going out occassionally.
I'd be lying if I said I totally accept this.
I've been gritting the heck out of my teeth, don't wanted to talk about what's going on.
I need to work on myself, I really need to turn the corner.
I thought it wouldn't be a fair fight.
Yes while I may be the sane one.
I definately do not control anything.
Think I'll spend some more time in the archives and try to limit the novels.
