Flushing the toxins from my life

[Gnosis]

Third, my options are somewhat limited currently, with XW1 being the most willing candidate, but I don't want to open up that door with someone who is emotionally attached.

That CC is one of the wisest things you have said on your thread. I'm glad you've grown since you raised that question a while ago.

I'm keeping my eyes open, though. I know that after my last divorce, being desired by another woman went a long way to helping my fractured ego. This time, the ego is completely shattered, so I'm treading carefully.

You are right on your conclusion that you do not need another relationship until you get yourself "straight". It's good to see you learning from your mistakes.

I respect your decision to keep to your vows. If that is not an option for you... what better way to stroke your ego than to put yourself out there and circulate. You don't need to do the dirty deed.

Sometimes just the knowledge that a girl wants to jump you can do wonders for your ego. Look at robx as an example. He discovered that if you turn down a woman's offer it had them pursuing more...