I have to talk to him tomorow after two months of no vocal communication. I really do not want to talk to him as his email and texts hqave been very cold and the sound of his cold voice just makes me go back to square one where I am hurting and shaking. Should I talk to him? He cateforically does not want to work on M and wants a D. He will not change his mind. As we are thousands of miles apart, there is no possibility of a face to face meeting. He is getting pushy as he wants to file. I amstill waiting for my DB book to arrive and still do no know how to address issues and communicate with him. If anyone has any ideas I would be glad to hear them. I had said we would talk tommorrow but I do not want to spoil my weekend and would rather talkafter that. Any help please would be welcome. We have not spoken for over 2 months. It's been emails or texts. Now he want to talk about filing and I am not up to it. What should I do? I cannot put if off for ever nor do I want to appear as if I do not want to communicate. I literally feel ill when I have to read his mail.