This hot cold BS she is doing? This crap that hurts you to the quick.
That is her confusion. That is the MLC.
If she DIDN'T want you around you would know it, and a smart man would plan accordingly.
She doesn't know what she wants, so it is harder on you. Boo Hoo. On the good days, enjoy the heck out of them and show her why she should want you around. On the bad days get away and do not react.
Come on man, you're a smart guy.
And we are saying the same things, several times over.
Get it. Learn it. Live it.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK