Right now I seriously doubt she'd go to Retrouvaille. I think she'd get alot out of it especially since her aunt is a nun.
A couple of weeks ago when I went to her sister's to pick up the kids, I saw that she was reading the book "Jesus Calling". It's a book of daily affirmations. I see that she's basically looking for guidance, maybe looking to God for the answers. Too bad she's not realizing that she needs to talk to someone about her decisions.
Seeing that book made me wonder what she actually prays about. I mean, I can't for the life of me pray to God for the strength to leave my marriage. Well in any event I do pray for her to find clarity.
The main reason I don't think she'd go to Retrouvaille is because she's not ready to open herself up to anyone. I mean, this weekend we had a good time. She just seemed tired. Always.
She had the chance to go help at a Health Fair this weekend and a President's Day walk. Both which would have been great for her, but she didn't want to. It's almost like she has no drive to do anything.
Was your H depressed like that?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
