i was down in the common room of my building, working on a photo project when i look up and see my H walk into the building. let me preface by saying there is a BLIZZARD going on outside and that he lives a good 15 miles away now, and no chance he was able to drive here.
he came upstairs, we talked for a good couple of hours. about how he's so confused, he's second guessing himself, he misses me...i told him i'm sorry he's feeling that way but that it was his decision to leave and that as far as i was concerned, we BOTH had to be willing to commit to working on the M, and from what i understood, he wasn't there yet.
i'm not really sure where we left it, but it was good to see him and he did say that i seemed very collected. when he left, we hugged and he said he'd see me soon. i did also tell him that as understanding as i wanted to be, it was also very confusing for me to hear him say one week he wanted to move out, and less than 2 weeks later, he's telling me how much he misses being with me. he said he knew he was being unfair to me.
i think he wanted to kiss me when he left but i made it obvious that it wasn't going to happen. i had NO IDEA he would come over today of all days (literally, we got about 10 inches of snow today!) and i really don't know what to do (if anything) next???
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
