Here's my story..midlife crisis/infidelity

[January girl]

Thank you for the wise words about co-parenting and letting my feelings out and being lovable.

He asked me to stop by his apartment at lunch to "see the place and to pick-up a small piece of furniture that he doesn't need." I decided to agree because to decline (I think) would be seen as cowardly. Anyway, on one hand I'm glad I did it because now that is over. One the other hand, it was VERY hard to see all of the (insert specific NFL team here) stuff all over his apartment that I'm sure cheap OW bought for him. ALSO, it was tough to see her bed in his bedroom. She is "loaning it" to him, yeah, right. At least it looked cheap and small compared to my (used to be our) beautiful & large bed. He also has her dresser and small kitchen table. UGGGGGGGHHH (Sorry, I had to go off for a second.)

Here's what is bugging me. He seemed so relaxed and almost manic in his "bachelor pad" but also anxious about what I thought about everything. I just want to vomit......weak I know. It really is like an alien has taken him over.

Thanks for all the support today...keep it coming if you can.
-JG