things got strange yesterday - W was crying alot and very upset, gave me the "her life is falling apart around her" story....have to say i was not upset by this. Welcome to my world.
however as i stood there and listened to her, for the first time i KNEW i could get through this...no matter the outcome.
more strangeness - W actually tried to snuggle into me last night when i got in bed...has not touched me in bed in 2 months (in that manner)...been 4 months since any sexual contact...i simply let her rest her head on my shoulder...no more.
today she has called me 6 times and it is not even lunch (didn't answer 4 times - got to remember she has my children at home, so i can't just not answer). I have not called her at all unless it was important or about the kids over the past few weeks (used to call her 6-7 times a day).
i shall continue down my road - not persuing, truely listing to what she has to say and making sure i continue to take care of me.
hoping the other GMAN sees this - as he has helped me...well for lack of better term "get my $hit together".
will update again in a few to see how things are going.
Last edited by gman; 02/10/1005:46 PM. Reason: bad word...lol
M-37 W-36 S-11, S-9, D-4 PA exposed 3/13/10 10/19/10 moving on... most up to date sit
