Here's my story..midlife crisis/infidelity

[Awoken]

I understand these hard days JG; hang in there. Don't forget that we are here, even when we don't post. Many people are reading and thinking about you.

I am so pi$$ed off..

and you should be. Let it out here. Don't let it build up, own it and move on.

my husband doesn't love me anymore

THIS is his problem. Have no doubt: you are worthy of love, worthy of love by someone that truly appreciates you. Because of the steps you are taking now, JG, you and your kids are going to be alright, no matter the outcome in your present M.

Have you made any plans for the valentine's day weekend? I know it must be hard with a sick S1. "Stupid" valentine's day indeed! It was invented by hallmark right? Don't get me wrong, I'm a romantic, but this year I'm not looking forward to feb 14. Fortunately, I have big GAL plans for this entire weekend. Make some plans for yourself JG.