Here's my story..midlife crisis/infidelity

[January girl]

I am so pi$$ed off....H just called me to tell me that a friend of ours' wife is pregnant. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them as a couple but I SO WANTED TO SAY "Well, good luck to them, maybe they will stay together long enough to raise their child together unlike us because you bailed on me!!!!!!!!"


I think he was a little taken aback when I didn't gush on and on about how happy I am for them. (Since we were infertility patients for so long I used to be really really excited anytime anyone found out they were expecting.) I was very calm and simply said "well, that's good news for them." in a nice, calm tone. I mean let's face it our son is only 18 months old and my husband has been cheating on me since before he turned one. I mean WHO DOES THAT? Uggggg!


I think I am a little bit crazy today because 1.) I'm sleep deprived because of S1 and 2.) Stupid Valentine's day is Sunday and my husband doesn't love me anymore....uggggg!!! (Insert pity party here.) H is going to have the kids from afternoon on Saturday until around 2 on Sunday because I'm sure he has plans with the nasty OW. I'm not feeling very strong today. Right now, I'm hating all he has done.

I need some good words today friends...