Yes, I know it wouldn't have mattered. I know that he thinks there is nothing wrong with him----and maybe he's right. I still have that nagging feeling that this is ALL in MY head----that my memory is SCREWED, that his view of our past is right, and that there is nothing unexplained by his behaviour at all. Maybe this is all NORMAL stuff for a man that has hidden his unhappiness for 20 years. Maybe it was all lies for 20 years, and THIS is the truth??????????? UGHhhhhhhhhh............I need help.
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
