I don't think I really dream of him anymore. There are moments when I'm awake i think of something we used to enjoy and i just think to myself, "Why can he not just wake up?" do what's right and good?
Maybe we should call them nightmares??? trying to bring a joke your way.
Mine apologized for not being there for me during pregnancy and all the pain he caused in a voicemail. then 5 minutes later left another voicemail berating me in the msg. I was under the impression you give an apology and change what you were sorry for? What do you guys think?
Friends, family every one encourages my h, i'm a white woman he's mexican, don't fit into their little niche of how it's supposed to work. I'm to independent, experienced, won't put up with crap. I guess that makes me be without a husband.
will post later gotta work.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
