Hi PnT,

First off I want to thank you for sharing what I'm sure is difficult to think about or discuss. I will go back and read your previous threads. Besides I know they have a happy ending! I LOVE happy endings!!

Sometimes for me I think it is just an escape fantasy, but I would very much like for it to go away. Especially as maybe a couple of times I wasn't sure I wouldn't try something. Most of the time I think it is more a wish to just escape the pain, when the situation feels like it is more than I can deal with at the time.

Your dosage is sure different than what she has me on! I am on 25 MG a day right now.

No, Shiny told me they aren't supposed to take away the feelings just allow you to cope with them better.

I think you wrote very clearly and again I can't begin to express the appreciation I feel that you were willing to share this with us.

Thank you so much.

And I will be thinking of you moving this weekend!

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"