Yeah, I know Gardener. I know she's gone. I think I just need to convince my heart of that. And I will. With time.
I don't know...maybe you should stop trying to convince your heart for a while and allow some time for your heart to convince you.
Oh, and p.s., your bathroom scene with towel last night was identical to my kitchen scene with dishtowel upon returning home after D this morning.
I know exactly how you feel and what it's like and how very, very down deep it comes from.
Thanks buddy. I know you know how I feel. Sometimes, it just helps knowing someone else knows what you are going through.
Can't sleep. I will give myself a break from this madness for a while. Still have to keep pushing for an early, and as inexpensive as possible, resolution.
