You are going to have triggers like that for a while yet. Just roll with them as best you can. They'll come out when you least expect them to.

Continue to detach.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER