My Story...possible "grass is greener" scenario?

[MrBond]

It's not the reacting that's turning her off. It's HOW you are reacting.

We all made the mistake of begging, pleading, etc. Hell it's just natural. But once you compose yourself, you start to realize that YOU are the one who is worth it, not the WAS.

You are the one who chooses to do the hard work and be faithful (in your case). Anyone can say, screw this and take off like your WAS, but the real men are the ones who are willing to work it out.

You have to keep making the same mistakes and setting yourself up to fail. For example, you say your W has anger problems, yet you kept pushing her buttons. If you know that a hornet's nest is bad news, you don't go poking it with a stick. It's not being a wuss or avoiding something, it's choosing not to do something you don't want to do.