thanks for all the good advice, everyone! my H texted today just to make sure i was ok in the snow and he said thanks for listening to me yesterday, and that he was going to look for a counselor/therapist to talk to. i don't know what it means that he keeps reaching out to me, but i'm trying to stop mind reading and just keep focusing on myself.

the snow is really coming down, and i'm looking at my third day in a row of being off work due to the weather. forced myself down to the gym today and then made myself a nice dinner...cooking for myself is something i haven't done in a while but it sure beats frozen dinners or take out. not sure what to do with myself tomorrow, but hopefully i'll start on an art project i've been putting off forever.

sometimes i just want to call him, yell ENOUGH WITH THIS DRAMA!! and tell him to just get back here.

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless