Having a very bad night... Am so angry tonight. So angry about my life and how it's turned out so far. My father said to me "there were so many red flags" that the guy was no good. But really how was I supposed to know he would turn out to be such an a##hole? I guess the lesson to learn is never ever be so trusting. When someone shows you who they are you have to pay attention. I think that's so true. People will always reveal themselves. And I was just in denial. He was unemotional and inconsiderate from the 2nd week of marriage. He threw me out after 2 weeks... He would make me cry and then turn his back on me at night. I never deserved that. What was I thinking? Why was I such a fool. How do I stop beating myself up. When do I have a second chance? I am soooooo unhappy right now. I hate my life.
