Luvless, I know exactly how you are feeling. To me, forgiving meant trusting and trusting meant opening my heart again so it could be broken. I refuse to have another broken heart.
I know it is the hardest thing right now but starting living your life today as if H will not be in it anymore. No matter what happens, in 6 months, you will have improved yourself and you life.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
