I suppose when I will be able to not react to him being difficult, I will press him to give me options and go with them, and I should be able to get everything done.
Ironically, when I was in that state of mind he would not reply to me for weeks.
I think I want to make sense of the sitch, was he like that all the way through, was I so oblivious? If not, then why? It's hurtful to know you were not important at all, only convenient.
