She must be seeing a lawyer...what now?

[Awoken]

Thanks GIMA, luvless, June; It's good to log in for a few minutes and get some support.

Yes, I need to move the focus back on me. I leave town early Thursday morning, and I'll have a good 4-5 days away from my sitch doing something I love with people I love. That should help some. I'll use the time to get my head back together too.

I've been thinking about this all morning; I really couldn't keep from it. I'm just gonna get it out of my system/mind.

There is some sharp irony here: The idea of the OM actually fuels my hope in the strangest way. I think I had assumed the OM was out of the picture. But now, with all the talk of busting affairs her in the forums, I can't help but think: what if I had busted this A, what if I try to bust it now? Would it change the outcome at all?

Then my worst fear comes out: my son calling another man "dad".
What ridiculous speculation! I know, there's nothing I can do about this, and I just need to move on and work on myself.

Pardon my complaining today; I'm sure I sound just like my first posts here. However, posting here is keeping me from texting, calling, planing any kind of contact with W about this.