Also - feeling anxiety, anger, hurt, and really bunch of others all rolled into one big emotional ball as we get closer and closer to the Legal Sep on Thurs. I guess that is normal. Right now - I wish I WAS the one who was like an alien and not feeling anything - being the one with the human anguish sucks.


Me: 48
W: 47
M: 25 years T: 30 years
S24, D21, D11
Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09
Separated Feb 2010