Thanks Iwitw. I am moving forward slowly but surely. Standing up to him is hard, but something I NEED to do for me and for baby. So I will, but it doesn't take the fears away. Maybe eventually those will subside with some successes!
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!