Tears are healthy. Crying out to God in your sorrow is the ultimate in healthy. Feeding your spirit is just as important as feeding your mind and body. Keep doing that. Bible intake, prayer, community with fellow believers, all of these are imperative especially now.
Do you belong to a small group at your church? If not, why not? There have to be a number of men's groups there. Join one, commune with others. You don't even have to share what is going on in your current situation if you don't want to right now, but just being in the presence of other men who believe is food to your spirit.
God has a plan. You may not see it right now, but He will reveal it to you. Watch for it. You know the best position to see what God's wishes for you is? On your knees with your face to the floor, praising Him.
GIMA, I keep you in my prayers daily and I hope that you can feel the waves of love and support from your friends here.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
