feel like giving up - talk to me!

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Hey guys...thanks for all your hugs and genuine concern.

Last night was interesting. He came home and was giving my S19 (the talk) and D17 text me that she was gonna get hers too. I thought some ugly stuff would go down last night when he got home. He walked in at 5:00 - hasn't done that in 3 months!

He went shopping with the kids last night and they got in at 9. I was given advice here to leave and I stayed. I just didn't feel like going anywhere I wanted to relax so I did. I was watching tv when they all walked in.

H came in talking about what D got and such. He changed and got a beer and sat down and was talking...even to me. I expected him to ignore me completely. He didn't say a whole lot but he was talking at me a couple times. Here I go mindreading again (he must have made his plans) and he's feeling a little relief so not so wound up. We watched a comedy show and laughed and went to bed.

This morning not a word if he didn't have to. I cleaned up the kitchen he usually does and asked him to finish it up (just a couple dishes)

Anyway...I thought he was done?...but he went to bed in MY bed...shouldn't that irk him to sleep next to me?

We'll see what the clown does today. I'm sure he has something for me. Oh, and I thought he was called into HR and was gonna get fired. He went to work so I guess it was just another one of his threats and lies.

Luv