She must be seeing a lawyer...what now?

[Awoken]

So after a night of no sleep, I've regressed from feeling sorry for myself, into the old feelings of panic and impatience!

W blocked me on facebook, and it's actually been a relief not to see her little updates show up on my page anymore. I got a facebook message last night from a friend that is still mutual friends with W, she asked if W had found a new boyfriend. She had posted something on her page about "closing one door and another one opens!". It could mean nothing.

But then I'm back to obsessing about W's insistence on having her own private cellphone, and now sleeping away from home on some saturdays. There must be OM, maybe the same one from the start. I feel like this is being rubbed in my face, and I just have to wait it out. Powerless and frustrated! I want to kick her out of the house, but I don't see how. I want to confront her and tell her I know what's up and and I don't want her anyway. These are the petty thoughts that nagged at me all night keeping me from sleeping.

Why do I care!?!? I'm getting divorced anyway.

C'mon friends. Talk some sense into me please!