Trying to move on

[awest1217]

I think that really is what you are missing right now. You are still very focused on W and it is ok to have these angry moments, but it seems that it is consuming you which is not good. You can be mad, but make sure it isn't getting into the rest of your life. You need to work through the anger in whatever way you can so that you can move on and have healthy relationships with those around you. The anger is completely acceptable and natural because she is not giving you any chances and if she does renig on what you agreed, that is just wrong, but don't let the anger destroy the you, you want to become.