I was doing well with the whole DB and NC.. more than a week.. Not sure if it was making an impact..
Last night, W was paying bills on the net. I advised her that the truck lease is coming up next month and we need to make a decision about it. She said, I dont know. As I did... I did say, that we must think it through becasue of the unknown factor with regards to our R... she got quite..
But then, this morning, she was getting ready for work, I entered the bath room, tried to be funny, and she is in her robe.. I wussed out and grabbed her and hugged her.. She hugged back, but it was a crappy hug... You all know what I mean..
I AM SUCH A DIKK!!!....... I just went 3 steps backwards... I know it.. I am so pissed at myself.. Can I get this back on track and correct what I shouldnt have done..
M 43 W 43 S15 S 12 D 10 ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009) Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010. Sep as of 07/14/2010 W moving out 07/31/2010 No OM confirmed ( yet)
