missherlove - yup - I agree - complicated - but really - I just have NO desire to go down that path anyway. I am most worried about just keeping my kids somewhat sane thru all of this and I know they are all watching me to see how I handle this all. Its hard - I am so angry that Legal Sep will be final on Thursday - and that she took it this far - and my 180 is failing a bit - I have been nasty to my W like this morning - no fights - just answering her really short and with an edge - I'm trying really hard to catch myself - but finding that as Thursday approaches - and the LS signing real - I am not the rock I want to be. Just keep trying to catch myself and act like the tough confident man....... oh boy - its hard
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010
