Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

Thanks, CLV. I'm going to try. Especially since I'm in a ticklish spot when it comes to the eventual D. She agreed to joint physical custody and a lower support payment in theory as long as we worked out the house stuff. She pitched a plan to me and I agreed.

But D10 told me her lawyer told her not to refinance so I'm worried she'll go back on what we agreed to. I've been using this forum to kind of keep track of things. I would hope I could build a reasonable case that we've essentially had shared custody since August. They stay with her more nights, but I see them more days.

I really wanted to give her a piece of my mind and even called. She didn't answer. Perhaps that was God's plan.

I have to go back to trying to improve myself emotionally, physically, spiritually and financially.

Today, scored the basketball games, made $35. Didn't spend anything. Good.

Emotionally, talked to my aunt and sister after call with W. Neutral. Too much anger.

Physically, played about 25 minutes tonight in my men's basketball game. Made some stupid plays, otherwise, did alright.
Good.

Spiritually, nothing yet. I'll try to memorize a psalm before bed.