Just checking in on you Star! Vent all you like, it will help you release a lot of the anger so that you can concentrate on the babies. When are you scheduled for the delivery? I can imagine how diffficult it is to have all these issues to deal with while also planning a delivery. You will manage when the baby arrives, somehow you will. I worried a lot too about these things but I now realise that my worrying did not change anything. Somehow, somewhere, you will find a solution that will work and you will manage. I know we ask ourselves if they are remorseful or sorry for their behaviour. I like to think that they have sleepless nights or nightmare. The coldness is just a cover. They can run away but it will catch up with them one day. I choose to believe that and it helps me stay strong. x
