In a way, this is what you are striving for. Detachment. No expectations. Dropping the rope. Acceptance.
No one ever said it would be easy. And yes, you are entitled to have your down moments. Just don't let these moments stretch into hours or days. Achieving the above doesn't mean you shut out all emotions. It just means you focus on you and become that much stronger.
I know it is hard. The Lord knows that I have been there. That I am still there. It is a place I don't choose to be, but am growing and making the best of a bad sitch.
You can do this. And when the dust settles you can hold your head high regardless of the outcome.
(((MB))) (((Flow)))
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning