Hi mb28.

This is why we don't reccomend letting the WS lead... you become dependent on THEM.

I have a better idea. Text YOURSELF three times a day saying something NICE to YOU about YOU.

Think of concrete examples of why you are such a great person and send them to yourself.

Watch that video too.. it should make you feel a WHOLE lot better. smile

Your husband is acting on MOOD, he's letting his emotions and impulses drive him... don't YOU do that too... you need something more stable than emotion driving you. your commitment to your family is a good start. smile

You will get through this. Things may look really frustrating right now but later on you will be happy with yourself for going the distance. You will NOT regret maintaining your integrity during this trying time. EVERY home has them in one form or another.. it s a test of your commitment.

This too shall pass and better things will come, I promise you. smile