I'm feeling really down tonight. I've been so focused on trying to get my M back; I have not been taking care of myself. There has been no real GAL for me, it's mostly just been pretending. I'm really mad at the way I have been pursing my H, and feel like a fool. Last week, he wanted to start texting nice things to each other a few times a day. And we did it, but today nothing from him, which just brought me down. I hate that he can have this affect on me. Sometimes I wish I was the WAS!!!!


Together 16 years
Married 12 years
Me 36
H 34
D9 & S6
Separated 12/3/09
Confirmed A 1/25/10
Exposed A 1/26/10
H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10