Well,it took all day,but don't have to exchange kids at police station.
I sure would like to get to the point where I can deal with her stuff, kid stuff, atty stuff and work, instead of the first 3 items jacking with me all day.
My atty is convinced I'm obsessive compulsive with the emails, said well hey can't email wife anymore. No just everyday wife gets me spinning with some kid stunt or some stunt.AND SHE IS SUCH A DARN GOOD LIAR AT THE MOMENT, THINK MY ATTY SHOULD KNOW. I know some of the stuff atty doesn't believe, think I might have to record a convo someday between wife and I. Like her emails and texts haven't been crazy enough?
My MLC is the meanest person I have ever known.SHE HAS EVEN PO'D HER ATTY with her actions.
Matter of fact she's throwing a texting fit right now,because my D didn't do what I asked and on my night, wife let her go to the friends house.Well let's the wrong word,D told wife she was going,wife said ok, but ur going to ur dads tonite. Told D to be here by 7, she wasn't and on top of that her friend dropped her at her mom's.Too which D tells me mom wants out of it,she doesn't want to get in trouble.wife texted me she didn't want to be middle man.
HERE'S THE DEAL,IF I GO TO THAT HOUSE,MY BUTT IS GRASS.She lied to her atty and said that the kids have invited me in the house.
Isn't it amazing how their story can change.
I can't go to the old house to pick her up, been told that by both attys now, and 6 hrs ago, told wife would pick kids up at the house, she texted hell no don't want you there.
So I texted wife,D's at ur house.I'll take her Tue,Wed and to her appts on Thurs so you can go to ur seminar.No Biggie.
Wife is now upset that I am not picking up D at the house, I didn't get smart with what she sent earlier.
Anyway D's school bag is here,texted wife, they could pick it up on way to school. To which wife responded I can take it to school.
I just texted No and I am not responding to her 3 recent teenage,smart texts and of course one where she did everything for D and she'll handle it as usual!!!
She's upset and blames me for getting her in trouble, here's an idea.
Be quiet wife, you're bringing it on yourself.
It's been 3 wks since any emails from her. I sent ONLY 1, directions to ADD therapist for D, I SWEAR!!!It was only directions!
It is funny she has called me, been nice, this am, then texted me real mean, then was nice again, now she's mean again.
Think the fact I'm pushing buttons with the court is bothering her, I know it is.
It's all kid stuff, tabled the sale of the home.
ALL THAT DOESN'T MATTER.
I WAS ASKED TO LEAVE MY HOME, NOW IT'S HER HOUSE,funny how everything became hers last summer and I became kicked out.
SHE IS WEARING MY CLOTHES,PILING SOME STUFF OF MINE FOR A GARAGE SALE,DISPLAYING GIFTS I GAVE HER.DISPLAYING MY MOTHERS KEEPSAKES.
BROKE MY HEART SO BAD, THAT 7 MONTHS LATER, I'M FINALLY STARTING TO THINK.
Gave me an std. Keep that in small print.
I HAVE A WEDDING BAND TATTOO.
NO MONEY
LIVING IN A STRANGE PLACE, that i really don't like.
SHE HAS HUMILIATED ME TO KIDS, IN FRONT OF KIDS.HUMILIATED ME TO A LOT OF PEOPLE.
LIED ABOUT ME TO A LOT OF PEOPLE.
So anyway, I'm not giving up, I am scared about the future of course.
I know I am the LBS, but see I know she has turned it into kicked me out, which she has, kids have even said it.
Oh it's a stupid question that probably doesn't have an answer.
She obviously hasn't grieved a bit about this or what she has done.
Do you think she ever will go wtheck have I done?
Not that it matters if she does if we're divorced,it's yrs from now,kids are screwed up,home is gone.
It's been a lot of months and I still find myself going is this real. A lot of memories are just like yesterday, amazing how quick 19 yrs goes by.
Amazing how quickly it gets wiped away too.
So I know right now,that eventually I won't feel like I do right now.
What I was mad at atty for is I knew if it got to wife it would be turned on me to kids, well it was.Atty wanted to know why I was there, was there to get kids!!!Well if you weren't there it wouldn't have happened.WHAT?!!I'm obsessive compulsive but you talk in circles atty.
I really really need a break from her attacks.
60 days until court again I was told.
So I have 60 days to get my you know what together.
I have 60 days to prove that I am not obsessive compulsive.
I know create your own breaks with the contacts.
I've realized even though I have had the best intentions and been trying to protect her or build trust, she is not seeing it that way.
Not a pity party, but if this divorce goes thru, I still get the good memories the bad memories nothing that i provided back not that i want it,it's tough enough not having anything to look at, imagine looking at something from when you had a complete family and still get to deal with an angry woman and two kids whose lives are never going to be the same again.
I'm having fun with the obsessive compulsive that I've put in this post.
It's the ADD.
Hey look at that this novel of a post took some time to type, no more texts from the mlc'er that, yes Jack, it'd be nice if she'd wake up, but I don't pray for it anymore.
