In my new life I'm making (GAL), I'm getting how easy it is for the WAS to move on. I've jumped in deep to my new identity as a runner, my new friends, new future with no reminders of my past life with WAS, it's easy not to miss him. With my new friends that don't know WAS at all, there are no reminders, no questions. I can live in my "fantasyland" of no pain. Feels good. Then, back to reality at home with all the reminders and it sucks. I get a question from someone of how it's going... back to reality. Running away feels better. Huh, the fog is pretty darn comfortable. Whaddaya know?
Just mentioning...
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
