ARGH! This is the time where I really feel everything H is doing is just all about him and nothing about us. Whenever I call him, he won't answer, but if I text him, he will text me right back. Why can't you answer? OW with him?

Tonight S is having a hard time getting settled into bed (still sleeping with me). I put him to bed then took a shower. I got back in about 20 minutes and he was still wide awake. Then for another 30 minutes he was tossing and turning and just playing around. I spanked his bottom after continually trying to get him to calm down. He started crying and saying how he wants daddy. Not a big deal and I thought, S might want to say good night anyway so I told S if he calmed down I would call H for him to talk to. Nothing. He didn't answer and hasn't even text me back. I am sure he is "taking a shower", "exercising", "left the phone upstairs". I mean he is doing a lot right, but am I being played again. Is it that he can't answer the phone because OW is there and she doesn't know about us?

ARGH!


Me29 S3
H left 4/1/09
I file 8/2/10
Divorce final 5/17/11
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