Sorry to mix up my pronouns, Ruined. I meant I completely understand in your situation. It must be tough. In Ozymandias' the sitch is kind of reversed.
Ozymandias: As a teacher, I teach kids all the time. My own? God help them! The deep personal connection makes it harder, perhaps because our guard is naturally lower and the risk sometimes seems higher. This year, my daughter is in my class, and I've noticed that it is sometimes the success from those risks that make our connections stronger, too. The failures hurt more, though~
Your decisions are risks that have bigger consequences because such deep and strong emotions are involved (thus, more horomone releases). They might not all be rewarding, but hopefully come next Monday you'll have more reward than not.
